WHAT'S <3 ?

Complete and total adoration, my gift to you, my heart was yours. In ten weeks you shaped it, in one night you murdered it. Torn from my chest and laid at your feet, that first step that you took was the worst. Since then you've walked a thousand miles in silence and short remark, and I still have these memories, but we'll never see what we could have been. Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now? Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go? Remember, cause that's all you can do. We'll never make another memory, we'll never make another memory. I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together, so I wouldn't have to wake without you today. This time I thought things were real. You said they were. What happened? You were a priority, was I an option? I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone. Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled. You knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart, I'm sorry that wasn't enough. So, we'll go our own ways, and hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you, hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity. A broken heart is not what I wanted from this, but I guess I've learned from it. But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes? I don't consider this a mistake, I just wish the story didn't end this way, cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it. Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go? Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?

Daymn.

I'm too lazy to blog about what's been happening. But all were, good things and good things. Not going anywhere for holidays, no cash, but fun is still here cause I have them all good friends and company. I need to go Christmas shopping fast, fast, fast. But then again, $$$ :(
I haven't even got the photos cause Ruby is always closed. I always go at the wrong time, it's frustrating. Yesterday, secondary school class bbq/chalet at Pasir Ris. Wasn't that fun, but we got to meet up with each other and we took photos and stuffs like that. After that lepaked at Adel's house and crapped and talked till midnight then caught a cab and went home.
You know, these few days, I've been making friends with weird people. And I don't know what's my connection with Indian people. It's not that I have anything against Indians (sorry if you happen to be reading my blog and you happen to be of Indian race), Indians are the greatest people alive. And I have shit load of Indian friends, LOVE YOU RUDHRALEKHA. I also hate it when people keep giving me weird stares. It makes me feel ugly and self-conscious. HAHAHAHA, wtf.

Anyways, I've updated the playlist.

And, I so do not look like Dawn Yeo -_-